I don’t know what happened, hon, but I am sorry for real life bullshit =/
it’s a pile of shit that’s built up over the past 3 and a half years, but it got so much worse over the past semester and this summer. Today was just kind of the last straw. Apparently no one in this handful (minus 1 who knew me since high school) can find it in their brains to remember my birthday even though I’ve known them for about 4 years, and even lived with 2 of them. And I always remember theirs. Or remember that I have RSD (no, I can’t go to the trampoline place. no, I don’t want to “sit and watch.” use your brain).
tl;dr, I care for and about people much more than they do about me.
But thank you <3